BLAHHH

I hate college assignments, its official!!!

Every time this week I've had chance to do some work I've gone upstairs, crawled into my bed and gone to sleep, is it because I am actually tired or is it because I find them so difficult that its easier to go and hide instead?

I asked for help off a teacher... no response ... This is why I never ask, it doesn't ever seem to provide any help anyway.

Does that mean that because I didn't hand it in on Friday that ill get bollocked by her ?

Or does she not care, she doesn't teach us any more anyway... Hmmm Nursing and Health seems like such a stupid subject to do, I don't get any of it... AT ALL !!!!

That's a lie, we've started first aid... A) its relevant, B) I understand it all C) I had my hand up the whole lesson answering questions which is something I NEVER do :) D) I suppose if I didn't get it I would possibly be ridiculously retarded or something ?! 

I've never missed an assignment deadline since the course began, now I think I did this Friday, I'm going to spam this teacher with emails to ask her why she hasn't replied when I've asked her for help, then when I get chance to see her this week I'm going to storm in her office and lay it out for her exactly how I feel about the lack of support and guidance she has given me since September.

So I'm going to try get a Science assignment done after writing this blog, or at least a little bit of it done, then I'm heading off to shop for my dads birthday which involves me buying him plenty of goodies because that's all he wants and its what he loves. He's like a big kid I swear he is... 

Sleeping over at Sams tonight, in the last few years I haven't been the type of girl to sleep at my friends houses much so I don't exactly know how I really feel about staying at hers tonight, especially since she lives with her boyfriend and shares a bed with him,... hmm bit confused as to where I fit in, I tried to persuade her to come to mine since I have a whole house to myself tonight, offered to take her to my expensive fancy pants gym for free where we can sit in a hot tub, sweat in a sauna & steam room then wash it all off in a big swimming pool... GRIM!

I thought she would be well up for the idea since she has been at work all day... NO she doesn't. 

Looks like I'm off to hers then 

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