Wow the 18th of March already, this year is getting on a bit I don't think I've had time to sit down until now and actually think about it!
It's been a fair amount of time now since I last blogged; a hell of a lot happened last year big changes but I know and especially when I look back now I realise these changes were all for the right reasons and for that I am extremely happy.
So lets sum the months so far;
January -
I spent the first 14 days in Maspalomas, Gran Canaria what can I say other than AMAZING!!!! I needed this holiday and I can honestly say I thoroughly enjoyed it. Home is where I didn't want to return. I don't believe I've ever had the 'holiday blues' until now... Also it was a special holiday due to it being Imogens first holiday abroad :D So I got straight back to work about 7 hours after I arrived home - not impressed, I didn't plan that particularly well.
Then for the rest of the month I was pretty much working and getting back into the great English weather - yes we arrived home to snow - it was expected though so cant blame planning this time. Oh and I bought my Ice Skates FINALLY, £115 and I am overly happy with them in fact I love them but then I got too eager, I tried wearing them in at home like the woman told me which I successfully did for a few days then I decided to go to the Gym for three hours, do a half hour spin class then drive to Birmingham and skate for three hours followed by my weekly shop around Tesco - its safe to say I
February -
I went on a date with a guy I had been 'dating' before my holiday, it was our 9th date and we had a coffee catch up followed by the cinemas ( FLIGHT - Denzel Washington - Great film, just throwing it out there!)- but this guy after this date stopped contacting me ... maybe he wasnt a fan of the film :') well thats the excuse I shall use.
I started talking to a new guy after my friends persuaded me to 'GET OUT THERE' which was following off their conversation they had with me before I went abroad, I had nothing to loose so why not.
Spent most of February catching up with my friends LOTS, and seeing this new guy as we both had time off work so it meant we could meet up quite a bit especially since he only lives minutes away which was a first.
However Feb also had its downsides, things have got significantly bad with the Ex David that I had to seek advice and get a solicitor to sort out contact with him regarding Imogen. The stress has started to build, but after reading the few blogs from last year I do not under any circumstance need that again.
March -
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| Katie, Paige & Gabby <3 |
Then the following day I have the Police turn up at my door on behalf of the social services team to come and investigate allegations. They told me very little but wanted to check my fridge for food, check my daughter had a bed they did this and their words exactly - "someone is shit stirring here" I told them of recent issues regarding my ex partner and they said all their checks were fine then next thing I know they are back and want to check my daughter over - check her body - strip down my two year old to check she didn't have marks over her - the fact someone had the audacity to even ring the police was sickening!
The next day after stress and sickness has kicked in I spend the day at home with Imogen and have that time off work, when a Police officer who works in the department of social services turns up at my door - she comes in, tells me the allegations and then checks Imogen again as the police the night before hadn't noted down that they had done this -.- Appalled is a bit of an understatement. However obviously again - they have no concerns. She asked me a few questions and she tells me what has been said, all false information & allegations.
So those days were a bit upsetting to say the least, but no matter how hard someone who wont be named tries to get at me, the harder I will fight - if you think you can try different tactics to get at me then your wasting your time - I am a hell of a lot stronger than I feel I have ever been.
Now to settle things off for March, I had an amazing mothers day weekend with my lovely family and also went Go Karting with nans neighbours kiddies and my brother it was awesome. This this weekend I went out again with my girlie's and I loved every minute of it even more. It was a very interesting evening, i'd like to think I was incredibly drunk but we shall just remain with the words tipsy. Caught up with some old close friends and enjoyed seeing them out and able to hang out with them. Hopefully keep in touch with them more now :) I had such a great weekend and I thank my girls so much for being here for me they are the best and I have become so close to three girls, - Katie, Gabby & Paige they are my rocks and I wouldn't be where I am now if it wasn't for them the last few months.
Plans for next few weeks - Emeli Sande at the O2, Pink, New Tattoos, Catching up more with old friends <3
So I thought about my blog today as I sat here eating healthy (oh yes, I'm trying to get back 'on it') as I have got to a point in the last two weeks where I've decided the guy I have been seeing isn't what I want right now, I know it sounds mad after pretty much a month but it isn't, he isn't and its not really him personally I think its more where I'm at as a person. So yes, I am currently sitting here pondering how I am going to let him know I guess.... BUHHHHH I hate things like this but hey ho I'm not going to settle for being with someone who doesnt make me happy when I don't actually have to - This is a lesson I think I have finally learnt... :)
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